One issue that has arisen from this news is about
how invasive should an institution of learning be with its faculty and how does
this affect a professor’s freedom to develop his thoughts. Some respondents
have suggested that the seminary has a distinctive function, perhaps even
different than the academy. This neat compartmentalization seems difficult to
negotiate and suggests to me how often the seminary suffers an identity crisis:
On the one hand, being an institution of higher learning with accreditation
that invites debate and intellectual stimulation while on the other hand,
maintaining and safeguarding the integrity of ancient creeds and customs.
It should be noted that in many corporations, an individual
can be terminated stemming from actions he or she takes outside the workplace.
These scenarios usually result from criminal activity. Conversely, one’s
ideological freedom is a much more tangled web.
For those who do not know the situation affecting Kirk, his ruminations
on homosexual unions in the church were met with resistance from other senior
faculty members of FTS who informed him that his petition for tenure would most
likely be opposed as a result. For his
part, Dr. Kirk has been graceful in his handling of the situation, and has
allowed many responses to develop naturally without trying to direct or steer
the conversation to a plea for personal justice.
As a graduate of a seminary/university myself, I wanted to
focus a little bit on how we should be considering or perhaps re-examining the
function of the seminary. One respondent on Fuller Theological Seminary's facebook page suggested,
somewhat derisively, that intellectuals like Kirk who perhaps cannot find
gainful employment in a secular university come to the seminary hoping to walk
the line between dogmatic repetition of religious education and the kind of
free-thinking that stimulates debate and conversation. I think this is a little
misleading as it suggests that the seminary has only ever been a place that reproduces
rank-and-file dogmatists. We certainly see traditions develop and challenged
from within the seminary and significant changes in the last century would not
have been possible had it not been for thinkers coming out of seminary
educations who thought on numerous issues thoughtfully and reflectively.
Still there is something of a problem when seminaries resort
to defensive posturing against the sometimes unwelcomed influences deriving from secular culture. My own experience perhaps deserves some
attention. I attended the Ecumenical Institute of Theology, a project of the
Roman Catholic Church through St. Mary’s Seminary in Baltimore, MD that derived
from Vatican II polity in an attempt to open the lines of communication within
the Christian church and to invite those wayward Protestants back into
fellowship. In perceived progressive settings like EI, where the motto is
“Faith Seeking Understanding,” it was perhaps ironic that the program attracted
so many fundamentalist conservatives (such as myself at that time). One such reason was that the EI was the only
game in town, and so Christians going in had expectations that they would be
fleshing out opinions they already held close with intellectual support. While
there was no shortage of faith-committed professors, there were also those who
challenged us to think beyond the Mass or Sunday service to find a Jesus that
was much more human. If faith was to seek understanding, there was an implicit
understanding of transformation. Unfortunately, no one told you what that transformation
was supposed to look like. Would I come out a super saint or a skeptic?
As intellectual transformation was left unchecked, we were moved to bear
all the various kinds of information back into the mold of our faith. Having a plethora of
information and not knowing what to do with it is not unique to any academic
program, but I would argue it is problematic for a seminary, and perhaps even more
so for those with confessional creeds. A typical example would be that one
evening I could take a class on the historical Jesus and meet with a cacophony of
opinions from liberal professor Z only to return the following evening to sit
in on a spirituality class ministered by conservative priest X. I regularly watched students confuse lines of
information, especially given that so many came in with only a basic
understanding of his or her tradition and perhaps a bachelor degree to make his
or her entrance into the program possible. Leaving with a master’s in Theology,
I came out harder, more skeptical, and less ready for the task of assuming a
faith that was now bedridden by so many questions. When I gave my exit
interview, I could tell that my truthfulness was not especially a welcomed
revelation, as the administrator seemed more and more impatient with my
concerns, especially the one I voiced about EI being very concerned with
numbers but giving no direction beyond their own walls about what to do with
one’s intellectual development. I still might have aimed a similar accusation at a
secular university, but for the EI, a place so enmeshed in the faith, where talk about discipleship as a lifelong journey is rote, it seemed more critical and more
imperative that I was guided in the right direction. The advice I was
given concerning my own intellectual aspirations: All the jobs are gone, the
PhD programs are filled with Ivy leaguers who can’t get jobs, your chances are
slim. What was the point of EI then for someone in my shoes? Certainly not to waste thousands of dollars in pursuing a
PhD I would never use. I was to a head to count for so many professors who were fighting to keep
their jobs amid years of under-enrollment.
What seminaries, at least my seminary, did not do very well,
was to help the student make sense of all the stimuli coming at him. There is
a kind of hands-off response since while the Church makes disciples, the
seminary makes disciples who are supposed to think more deeply about their
faith. John Calvin once wrote that "None will never be a good minister of the word of God, unless he is first of all a scholar." But I often found that scholars didn't make good ministers. This is perhaps not entirely there fault as there is a line they were most likely directed to respect - different belief systems, different students coming from a variety of different backgrounds, etc. It might have been more honest to relinquish the discipleship talk, but then I can imagine some clever deflection: "discipleship must be internalized. What it means will be different for each person."
Still, students with only four years or less under their belt, and predictably so, often bastardized the influences they are vulnerable to at a seminary. The synthesis required to compartmentalize is not so much a talent as it is an arduous task, one that requires constant refinement. In my own experience, seminary destroyed my virginal concepts of the untouchable nature of the Christian witness and taught me to challenge everything.
Still, students with only four years or less under their belt, and predictably so, often bastardized the influences they are vulnerable to at a seminary. The synthesis required to compartmentalize is not so much a talent as it is an arduous task, one that requires constant refinement. In my own experience, seminary destroyed my virginal concepts of the untouchable nature of the Christian witness and taught me to challenge everything.
Which brings me to the interesting run-in I had on the issue
of homosexuality. I wrote about this in a previous blog, but I want to
recontextualize the situation for the moment. As I
continued my education, now in a Master’s program in Jewish Studies, I also was
busy writing papers and presenting at conferences. When I decided that I wanted
to touch on homosexuality as a topic, I contacted the administrator responsible
for the alumni news at the EI. In the past, they have always included my news
pieces and thanked me for taking the time to include something. So when I
submitted the title of the presentation on a topic I had given about Dietrich
Bonhoeffer and homosexual unions as responsible
marriage, I received no response. When the newsletter arrived, my news
was not included. I contacted the administrator and received a rather terse response: “Sometimes
things make it in and sometimes they don’t.”
Of course, space issues couldn’t have been the concern. EI deals in an
electronic format newsletter. Space restrictions are therefore relic complaints
of hard copy editors. No, the reason I was being dismissed was the topic. I ran
this by another professor at the EI, and he agreed. I had been
discriminated against based upon what was perceived to be an affirmation of homosexuality simply by a reading of the title. Let’s not forget how I got to this
point. I was strongly conservative in my reasoning before entering the EI.
After spending seven years at the institution (I did not spend consecutive semesters
there), I was in essence being told that despite what I got out of my classes,
the conclusions I came to, and the way those classes shaped my thinking, I had gone too far. Nevermind that the EI deteriorated my once-polished faith,
homosexuality was taboo and incapable of being synthesized. In effect, homosexuality was
worse than skepticism and the unbelief fostered in a number of the classes I took while attending.
This is why I understand the reaction to Dr. Kirk’s own
coming to terms with same-sex unions as a conversation worth having, and yet at
the same time shuddered to think about what’s going on here. If a student who
is a lifelong seeker of coherence is meant to pull together all the information
thrown at him, why do we think the plight of the professor is any different? It
would be easy to say that the student is less equipped because of the level of
his education, but then how much does that underscore the fact that scholarship is an even more tangled conversation as much as it is a debate. A professor working under such constraints cannot be
thought to have arrived at some mythical totem of belief. He too is also a
constant seeker. Sure he has a good portion (he would think) under control, but questions breed
questions -- we constantly refine and measure.
Which leads me to the same concern voiced by others: Is seminary the proper place to receive an
education if by education we posit the free-thinking atmosphere of our Western institutions? I guess the question all depends on the openness or lack of concern
the seminary expresses to its faculty and students. If numbers are your main
concern, the individual can easily get lost. If doctrinal conformity is your
concern, perhaps you have no chance. If you put your trust in an administrator
who is herself conservative in her faith commitment, is it healthy to let her run your communications
office without some form of counterbalance or oversight? I decided not to bring my own concerns to the
Dean of the EI, primarily because I had lost nothing and gained nothing either.
But for someone like Daniel Kirk, who is at risk of losing his job, the situation
is quite real. It means feeding his family, it means pulling up his roots in a
community that loves and respects him. It means all the talk we here nowadays
about “being Jesus” or “being the gospel” or showing love to those with whom we
disagree, simply revolves us back to good ole dogmatic posturing. When Jesus went to Matthew’s house, Matthew was
being accepted into a sacred circle of trust despite his own social standing.
How many of us desperately need our seminaries to take similar leads, so that
we can believe that the message they are putting out there is not just
rhetoric.
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